The Greatest Ecstasy

I fantasize the smell of your skin
As my kisses plant all over you
You lying beside me,
The only majesty, Hanging over my chest
Bestowing an eternal enjoyment
For, the only love, would I carve
Smooth, sensitive touch on you.

Across the minute flesh,
Your warm breath would billow….
In quest of love,Those words of love,
Those shaky murmurs,
Enjoying an utter silence
Mesmerize soul
No gratitude, no approval,
Only rules the discretion,
The discretion of two souls;
Honors despite triviality
Every wary look, every suspicion,
Entangling our soul, only you and me!

Your Nudity Madam

A slow, erotic tune enshrouds my room
In a dark vicinity and silent ambience
All gone dead, all gone speechless
Only me alive, in deep delve of thoughts

There comes your naked image; all of sudden,
To my eccentric imagination
Sensuous and seductive, as once used to be
But no more emotion, no more seduction
For I detest your whole bare body, Madam
For there is no any part to fascinate
For your nude thighs gone out of life


For your bosoms look as deserted street
Desperate, eager to welcome insanity,
For your entire move to seduce me seems like a circus
And I enjoy it; go on my Madam
On and on, displaying every part of you
For it seems there is no difference
You and a dead image lying beside me!

Where is the future in between us?

A Beautiful Moon-shine in an endless sky,
A glimpse of beauty that underlies,
Despite the threatening clouds, and the possible rain,
I see no tragedy when I bid a good-bye to my moon-shine.

I see it as natural,
That beauty always taken by the merciless time,
Be it rain, be it cloud, or be it yet again pristine sun-shine,
No matter, I always see my moon go,
Without tears, without pain, without a feel of separation,
Because I am convinced my moon will be back in her periodiocity.

I rather wait that moment,
When her presence over-shadows my existence,
When her beauty undermines my tranquility,
When her patience over-weighs my ability,
Yet, I always want her to be on my side,
With that smile, that shows me the bliss,
With those eyes, that shows me the world.,
Yes, with everything you have that I own,
Dear, we are one, no-one can separate us, not even the time.

I know it dear, I know it well,
Time rules us and our destiny,
But, this beautiful moment we share,
The present moment that we have,
You and I,
The only entities in our own universe,
Enjoying nothing but love,
Thinking nothing but passion,
Imagining nothing but faith, a strong faith we have in our love,
Believe me, this faith will guide our fate,
Yes, my moon-shine, I don't want to spare any moments,
Thinking of the day, that will take you away,
My present is you, only you and you,
I want you in my present, everyday,
I want you in every moment,
I want you to stare at me, and laugh, smile, and frown,
I want you to take me up with you,
In that endless sky, where there is no-one but us,
Where the world sees its bliss at the night,
They will see us, and our love, the bond we share,
They will envy your beauty, and my presence,
They know it well that we will be gone tonight before the sun-shine,
But, we don't care about future,
We will come again, the next day,
To show the world how much we have loved each other,
Its a bond that increases everyday,
Its Love, Its nothing but blissful feelings of love,
Where we care no future,
My moon-shine, I will not sleep tonight.

As I lie in bed of death?

A sense of hatred, animosity, revenge,
All surround me,
As I lie in bed of death!

I see it coming through my eyes,
I feel its dragging me slowly,
To the un-described darkness that I had never seen before,
To a place where my imagination would never explore,
Its staring at me, eyes filled with revenge-full bliss,
I try to smile, try to deceive him despite the pain,
I would laugh, scream, yell, and pacify again,
He stays there as motionless object,
As I lie in bed of death.

I yell back at him- is it death?
"Is it what so called the end of life?"
He would giggle, just keep on staring,
and a sense of relief flows through his face,
I wonder my life came to an end,
As I lie in bed of death.

Smell of disgust float the space,
Down in the earth,
Fragrance of bitterness, and a heavy rain,
A big thunder scares them all,
All my family, and friends,
They are also speechless, they would not feel my pain,
They would talk about how great the life is,
In an ironic tone, they would flatter me,
And they seemed restless,
As if they are waiting me to go, a long long way,
Beyond the dark bands in the horizon,
As I lie in bed of death.

I see an end, very close to me,
Much more friendlier than anyone had ever been to me,
Surrounded in an anguish of failures,
I recollect my past, I recall the gone days,
So vivid, so clear, in my eyes,
As if I were there at each moment,
I feel the pain again, a sudden throb of my heart-beat,
I failed in life, I failed to cherish those moments,
I failed to appreciate how beautiful life was,
Now, I realize its too late,
As I lie in the bed of death.

A fear of death vanishes, I smile once again,
I want to cherish every second I'm left with,
I try to loosen the grip, and run away,
Run away from this scary end back to the life again,
But, the grip becomes much tight,
Despite my request, despite my plea,
He kept on pulling me, to the darkness,
A battle between plea and arrogance,
I would rather commit suicide than let others kill me,
As the world will see,
As I lie in the bed of death tonight!

I have come to you

I have come to you, Dear,
With glistening eyes, desperate heart--
Nobody tries to comprehend, listen and nod-
And pore a while over my head- the sentimentalism--
There is only you to read through me,
There is only you I can vacate myself with,
You vindicate that innocent blame to me- all ruthless;
So, I have come to you, My Dear

Lurking beneath cynicism, I always come to you--
Whenever it happens, whatever it goes for-
I do not care whatsoever,
About their folly doctrine- the intentional dictatorship,
An apprehension of being caught,
Anxiety of being trapped;
So, I come to you to embrace the consolation—

The very first relief, a warm reception you lay for me forever,
I bow down ahead of your greatness (till now not to anybody)--
To generosity, an explanation that pacify me,
A complex ecstasy even in silence--
Constant perspiration with boundless bliss,
Your soothing words echoing over placeless air,
Ultrasonic perception only to me;
So, I have come to you, Dear

I stand at your bank, realize your richness,
With the eternity of your charm waving,
Just a conglomeration of flesh and bones; perhaps to others,
You lying silent, as always you are; in ever-flowing passion--
Oh, my dear, you are always the same to me,
We exchange ideas, sorrows; without a word,
Ridiculous to others, that’s beyond the senses,
They are deaf, they are coarse; your mumbling under the serenity--
Justification to my feelings; a placid realization of dignity—
So, I have to you, My Dear

Others call it arrogance, you term it confidence-
Others blame insanity, you acknowledge wisdom-
They avoid me as petulant, you behold courage--
Whom shall I believe? You or them?
Antagonistic Minor vs. Major
I am worthless; I have gone out of my wits
Realization in the void of company soon after I leave you
Oh! My Beloved, there lying silent….

Nothing Lost

“Look through me”, a sharp scream
Penetrated the placidity
With emaciated flesh, imprints of bone
Sunken eyes, pale appearance
A clear distinction marked them all
And that fragility beyond my images

I stared at him with disdain
Scorn and mockery of impoverishment
All my sketches of an ideal world
Ruined ahead this brittle shape
Countable ribs with undisturbed circulation
A good working physiology hidden
Otherwise declared dead a long ago

With gratifying smiles over the wrinkled face
Gesticulation over the infinite atmosphere
He speaks of the meaning of life
Speculation of optimism within
I wonder what a zeal underlies this penury

I lost my presence
Busy over raw calculation
Difference between his fate and my anguish
Captured in the hallucination of hope
I was lost amid nowhere
A sharp scream indeed, Gifted me the senses
All I could perceive
Was a satirical giggle over my tribulation,

“You have everything with you” he noted
“Nothing just clarified” I breathed
“Boundless ways”
“But restriction everywhere”
“Nothing lost”
“All is vague”
“You have the time”
“I could not catch it”
“Just go along” he paused and then a silence for some time
“What is survival then?” he bounced back
“An irony”- I exclaimed.
No, it is pride
A Solace
No it is dignity, and I am proud of my life
It’s a consolation being alive
No! No! It’s best among the rest.

I stopped as I thought I could not go on
Dissipated, I returned to my world
Lay on the bed, could not get sleep
The flashes of the day would come to my memory
Vivid, lucid as though he were almost there
Analyzed his hopes and my affliction
Oh! God, I was terribly wrong
A strong desire to live ran through me
Life is real worth, I realized then
I could not catch sleep afterward
In eagerness to start a new day

Love is pristine, it is bliss. How do you define Love?

I wondered what does love mean,
I wondered where does love start,
I wondered how does love happen,
and I wondered will I ever fall in love?

Morning ray of sunlight penetrates through my window,
glances at my dilemma, and laughs, and laughs
and makes fun of me for such trivial predicament,
I try to hide, I try to conceal my identity,
I try to squeeze my soul and listen to my heartbeat,
the same rhythm, a melodious tune distracts my concentration,
and I realize my heart is pounding, is respirating,
my heart is alive, it is alive,

It sings again and again,
the same melody, the same tune,
Despite how I try to conceal, it bursts out,
It emerges through inside,
I am stunned, I am speechless,
I feel like everyone is listening to my heart sing,
I feel like everyone is staring at me,
And I stop, I try to hide my identity,
I try to befriend by heartbeat,
But it never stops, it goes on and on.

I know its unusual, its strange,
My heart was never as lively as this,
I ponder if am hallucinating,
But the morning beam says, with a smile over his face,
"Dude, you are in love"
I cannot believe this, is this love? really a sign of love?
I am enthralled, I am amazed,
God, I found love in life,
A blissful, a pristine element that transcends through infinity.

I analyze my heart sing,
I analyze my heart beat, the rhythm,
It sings for a girl, it sings for her beauty,
It sings with a passion, a song to eternity,
A song that describes not only love, not only care,
It entails respect, it glorifies harmony,
A bond between my beloved and me,
A bond that has never been expressed,
A bond that has mortal strength,
A bond that cares about her choice,
Its a love that respects my beloved,
Its a love that obeys her intuitions,
Its a love that fears with her frown,
It salutes her beauty, it bows before her orders,
My beloved, Its not only love, Its not only care,
Its all what I am, a synonym for passion, respect, and discipline.
But, I still fear to say, I still could not express,
the song that my heart sings everyday,
the song of my life, the glory of our intimacy,
and it starts with I and ends with you,
yes it starts with I and ends with you,
My beloved, "I love you"